I have to be honest. It's getting closer and closer and I am really getting scared. Excited, but scared too. I'm scared to leave the life I know and the comfort of "home". I worry about being so far from my friends and family and that I can't be right there experiencing life with them. But my heart is being pulled in another direction and when I'm with him, I feel "home" there too.
There has not been a day that I've felt like I wanted to turn back. Even from the day we found out that Papa would have to leave the US. I had tried many times to turn around...walk away. It seemed like the "logical" thing to do. But it's not what my heart wanted. I couldn't imagine my life without him. I know God has a plan for us and has been leading us all along.
I could go on and on, and I don't know why I'm posting this. But I want everyone to know what's in my head about this whole ordeal. It's been a crazy adventure and I'm sure it will continue to be. I am looking forward to the challenge and sharing my life with Papa without a mountain between us. I feel like I'm at the peak of the mountain now and ready to take flight.
Forgive me for sharing this sentimental song, but you know...it's a beautiful song.
